12:06 am

At this moment,  I have realized I only hurt myself most when I compare myself with others.
At this moment,  I  have realized that what I have been wanting, has not what I have been wanting, but what they have been wanting.
At this moment, I have realized I actually DO what I want. I WANT to be home, huddled and away from the world so that I can improve everything that I have been putting aside.

- my thoughts

- my heart

-my health

-my money

-my responsibilities as a daughter, sister, and friend

-my realities I've managed to avoid

-my path

-my growing up

At this moment, I have inhaled realization and exhaled reality.

I'm not yet where or who I want to be.

Therefore I'll keep in hiding.

Until then, pray for me as I have been praying all along.

You know when I sit down or stand up. You know my thoughts even when I'm far away.  PSALM 139:2

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these things

New Romantic

First time in about 9 years you and i have spent an entire evening together without wanting to kill one another. NINE YEARS.It was much more than just a Tiesto concert. You'll never know how much it actually meant to me.I never thought i'd live to experience that night. I'll never ever forget it.

Love you Yana.

Fat Freddy's Drop 'Wandering Eye'

Copeland - You Have My Attention (Acoustic)