To Let Myself Go

To let myself go

                                                            To let myself flow

             Is the only way of being

There's no use telling me

     There's no use taking a step back

                  A step back for me...

Haunting Thoughts.

I WISH I WAS BETTER AT KEEPING IN BETTER CONTACT WITH PEOPLE. 

If you're my friend, and you happen to be reading this, because for some odd reason ever since we've met you still carry the slightest of interest of where I keep floating around, please know that I am sincerely sorry for my lack of communication, feel free to punch me in the arm next time we bump into one another along our paths in this life. 

Thanks for putting up with me and my disappearing acts.

I was going to write each dearest friend that I've recently been thinking a lot about, but then realized, its a two way street. 

Please know I read your blogs, and keep up with you on facebook as much as I can. Even though I don't respond or like all of your status'.

For we all ride different waves and walk different paths.

I understand to be busy is a beautiful blessing and a curse.

I miss you dearly.

I hope to hear from you soon.

I suppose, I'm never sure when is an appropriate time to bid farewell, or just assume I'll see you again sometime soon.

I've never been good with goodbyes.

meow.

#wordvomit

Phukatane.

Today was nuts.
All I want to do is distract my thoughts and not think about A N Y T H I N G.
Woof.
Jesus, if you decided to come back in a minute or in the next 5, 
I wouldn't even be mad.

I miss Africa tonight.
When life was truly simpler and stress was over serious situation and life just felt 

more real.

Every day that I spend living in society, I just realize that I don't belong in westernized societies.
I just don't.

Dont Come Closer or I'll Have To Go..

BIKES AND BEARDS.

LONG HAIR.

FACIAL SCRUFF

BLACK

LEATHER

A MAN ON A BIKE.

My boyfriend, Kurt, came up with the most brilliant plan for when I move to Australia, (oh yeah, did I mention I'm moving to Australia after my Europe adventures?) . 

We've always got ideas of adventures in our heads and what countries to visit and what not, but todays plan was the ULTIMATE.

Recently, he sent me a package with the 1 season of Sons of Anarchy and I've been aching to be on a bike ever since I've sat down to watch the sitcom.

Long Story Short: Today we decided once I move to Australia, We're getting our bike licenses and getting two bikes and riding all through out the coasts and hills of northern Australia. 

ASDLJGASJDGHAMSBVDMNV

His soul is pure quality.

 Riding through Coastal and Mountain scenery with my best friend further exploring new lands I havent been to before...

yes please.

I can't help but think of Kurt when I watch the show. The main blonde dude looks like KURT. 

dude

Kurt >

I Will Keep You Safe.

We slept in the car because we got to the mountains late that day and the darkness engulfed the small town of Truckee.

Sleeping in cars just seems to be our spontaneous routine, doesn't it darling?

We don't need the hotels and the comfort of a bed.  

Simple and Basic.

Remember our road trip through the entire west coast?
Just two idiots who met in New Zealand, searching for a good surf and adventure on the coasts of California. No luck with the surf, but oh the adventure I never knew I was about to embark upon.
Waking up to oceanside cliffs and brushing our teeth outside of the car on the skirts of the Pacific Coast Highway?

The weekend we drove to Truckee and hiked all over the mountains and got lost in the forests.

Where snow still covered the grounds.

The air was crisp, but the sunlight was welcoming us further and further amongst the trees, just playing hide and seek with its rays, as we hiked and found ourselves in mindless chatter about 
everything and nothing.

Hours of walking, but no care was given..

All that mattered was, we were together.

Eventually we climbed to the highest mountain peak to set up camp.
THAT VIEW.
So vast, so pure.
So much laughing.
I remember laughing A LOT that weekend.
I also remember our serious chat. [that quickly went down the drain] and laughter sprung upon us all night as we played card games and indulged in each others life stories.

Oh, how we laughed.

This is all so new to me. Don't mind the avalanches, 
I will keep you safe.

seventy more days of distance darl xx

'we found ourselves on top of a mountain peak,  the city lights were miles away'

Sing Me The Blues.

Late Nights on Cobblestone Streets.

This is Joanne. SHE IS A LEGEND.

The girls and at the Modern Art Museum in Central Paris.

Malcolm being cool.

METALANDSKULLS

Hotel De Ville

Club Maximum with Malcolm. 

Loverly voice, loverly evening.

The boys bought us a rose. Paris is truly the city of romance.

Joanne breaking it up on the box. Atta girl.

Malcolmmmmm!

My Friends Travel Too.

Last week, I was blessed by the presence of my loverly married friends,

 Tiffany and Jon. 

They live in H a w a i i, but I know them from $acramento, CA.

 They decided to take a break from the routine and travel East.

 During their adventure, they stopped by Paris for a visit and good laugh. 

I love them with my whole heart and am so inspired by them. 

Their passion and adventurous spirits are so refreshing to be around.

To find the peace and true love they hold as a married couple at this day and age is rare, and these two definitely have it.  

If you are ever able to meet them, I highly recommend that you do.

We found a Chipotle in Paris.
Hawaii doesn't have a Chipotle, so this was a miraculous find.

Chill.

What?

At the end of the day, are you happy? 

G e n u i n e l y happy?

I pray, my dearest friends, that you can lay your head at night and honestly answer yes.

His Voice. Her Violin.

Freedom Fighter Until The Day I Die..

 It 

is 

absolutely 

clear 

that 

God 

has 

called 

you 

to 

a 

f r e e 

 life. 

Just make sure that you don’t use this freedom as an excuse to do whatever you want to do and destroy your freedom. Rather, use your freedom to

 serve one another in love; that’s how freedom grows. 

For everything we know about God’s Word is summed up in a single sentence: 

Love others as you love yourself. 

That’s an act of true freedom. If you bite and ravage each other, watch out—in no time at all you will be annihilating each other, and where will your precious freedom be then?

-Galatians 5:13-15

She Lit A Fire.

This.

We Went Wild.

Motorcycle Dreams.

I have a dream:

 I'm riding a motorcycle and I disappear into an infinite horizon of dirt, coast, and mountains. 

I'm the kind of girl that lives out her dreams. 

Cant be t a m e d.

GOAHEADJUDGEME

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